Life sucks...than you die

Hi all...long time no blog...this year is the big one...sec 4...well I'm now under depression,mourning even...hmmm,I think life is crual and harsh...mean as ever...but the days pass and thats all that really matters...having insomia these days...can't sleep...ammmm,I think I have a very powerful aura that shows I'm not happy...or maybe people are just observant...I don't know...well got to go...